Afflicted and Unafflicted on Fifth Avenue, New York (from An Answer to Exile)
Today a tow-away truck Towed away a green and silver Cadillac Illegally parked at the junction of Thirty Fourth Street And Fifth Avenue. As it moved off Incongruously hitched to its inferior's posterior The owners (man, woman, two children) Arrived in time To see their thirty thousand dollars illusion of security Disappear. The woman wailed on the man's shoulder The children wailed clutching their mother's skirt. Passers-by passed by. Laughed. One snorted in angry disgust: "They have little to cry about. Suppose they were in famine-afflicted Africa Drought-afflicted India Bomb-afflicted Northern Ireland Highjack-afflicted aircraft Old-age-afflicted institutions Leprosy-afflicted leper colonies Earthquake-afflicted earthquake areas Typhoon-afflicted typhoon areas? Then they'd have something to cry about. Ha". Yet the woman's tears were as real As those of a woman in Northern Ireland Whose child Or husband Or both Had just been blown to bits. The children's tears as real As those of orphans In Africa or India Beside their parents' mute indifferent corpses. The man's upper lip Stiff as that of a blindfolded captured Freedom-Fighter Awaiting interrogation In other words torture From other Freedom-Fighters Because he happened to get caught In the wrong place At the wrong time. Misfortune isn't something Strangers can measure. Every misfortune is personal And every misfortune Is a death as real as real death. Admittedly the couple in New York Will get their car back After payment of a hefty fine. But life will never again be fine As they liked to believe it was Before this misfortune. For them as for all other victims Of the uncodified Law of Averages Menace will always menace. Seeing things in their proper perspective Is the improper privilege Of the Unafflicted.
© 1977 Basil Payne
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